# 12 - Fluctuat nec mergitur.
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/series/G0XHWM11X/ave-mujica---the-die-is-cast--)
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**[00:15] ---**
So I'm heading to Switzerland right away.
**[00:18] ---**
Do you plan to send me off with
nothing but the clothes on my back?
**[00:20] ---**
It's what the master instructed.
**[00:22] ---**
If you have any requests,
I'll be available later.
**[00:31] ---**
What an anticlimactic ending.
**[00:34] ---**
Just as I had resolved to take on
their lives without escaping...
**[00:40] ---**
Is this the fate that God has decided?
**[00:45] ---**
I'm always like this.
**[00:49] Sign**
"Are you here?"
"Kiyotsugu Togawa: We can't live together anymore"
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No matter how much I struggle,
**[00:53] ---**
no matter how much I fight,
**[00:57] ---**
everything gets swept away
by the raging current.
**[01:11] ---**
I'm not getting on board.
**[01:21] ---**
Sakiko-sama!
**[01:23] ---**
It's dangerous! Stop!
**[01:35] ---**
Hatsune.
**[01:36] ---**
Go back home.
**[03:56] ---**
I don't have much on me, so please
take me as far as possible...
**[04:00] ---**
I won't just leave the
Togawa young lady behind.
**[04:03] ---**
Where are you headed?
**[04:05] ---**
Thank you.
**[04:06] ---**
Could you direct me to
the house of Misumi-san?
**[04:09] ---**
They moved to the mainland.
**[04:11] ---**
Maybe the sister...
**[04:14] ---**
Sister? Where is she?
**[04:23] ---**
Saki-chan...?
**[04:25] ---**
Uika? I'm glad!
**[04:29] ---**
Uika!
**[04:31] ---**
Hatsune-san?
**[04:38] ---**
Why?
**[04:42] ---**
If you're returning somewhere,
this island is the only place.
**[04:46] ---**
As if I had somewhere to return to...
**[04:51] ---**
Saki-chan, you should go back now.
**[04:54] ---**
You shouldn't be with—
**[04:55] ---**
I'm not going back.
**[04:59] ---**
I'm not going back.
**[05:12] ---**
Why didn't you reply?
**[05:17] ---**
Was it my grandfather's order?
**[05:19] ---**
No.
**[05:24] ---**
Hatsune-san, what is your
relationship with my grandfather?
**[05:41] ---**
You are the daughter of my grandfather?
**[05:44] ---**
Yes.
**[05:45] ---**
My mother used to be the caretaker here.
**[05:48] ---**
She quit after I was born,
**[05:51] ---**
so you've never met her, right?
**[05:54] ---**
You're an illegitimate child?
**[05:57] ---**
Legally, I'm considered a stranger,
**[05:59] ---**
so the inheritance rights of the
Togawa family won't be affected.
**[06:01] ---**
I'm not talking about that.
**[06:07] ---**
You are Hatsune-san, right?
**[06:10] ---**
Is "Uika" your alias then?
**[06:17] ---**
It's my younger sister's name.
**[06:22] ---**
The girl who was more energetic than me,
**[06:24] ---**
loved catching bugs,
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and wanted to become an idol
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was the real Uika.
**[06:33] ---**
I pretended to be Uika because
I wanted to see you, Saki-chan.
**[06:38] ---**
I'm sorry for lying all this time...
**[06:44] ---**
I'm really sorry.
**[06:49] ---**
What will you do from now on?
**[06:52] ---**
Since I'll be working as a live-in caretaker
**[06:56] ---**
I think I'll transfer to a new school too.
**[06:59] ---**
Are you really okay with that?
**[07:02] ---**
What about sumimi?
**[07:04] ---**
What about Ave Mujica?
**[07:09] ---**
I knew that one day, it would come to an end.
**[07:15] ---**
The idol life, the band life.
**[07:18] ---**
I was just being let off the hook.
**[07:22] ---**
or even today.
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I was scared every day.
**[07:26] ---**
Sometimes I thought it would be easier
to just let go of everything...
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It didn't work.
**[07:35] ---**
Is it because I asked you...
**[07:39] ---**
No, I was happy.
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Even if it was in place of someone else.
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I was happy to be needed by Saki-chan.
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I wanted to help you forget everything.
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Even though it was impossible.
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A liar like me could never do it.
**[08:06] ---**
Ui...
**[08:11] ---**
Everyone has a secret or two.
**[08:15] ---**
Even if you don't share everything,
**[08:18] ---**
it doesn't mean you're betraying someone.
**[08:19] ---**
Even I—
**[08:21] ---**
I know it.
**[08:23] ---**
The life you've been living with your father.
**[08:30] ---**
Because I'm...
**[08:32] ---**
the one to blame.
**[08:45] ---**
That's the last ferry.
**[08:52] ---**
Well, won't you come?
**[09:01] ---**
Saki-chan.
**[09:02] ---**
Saki-chan!
**[09:03] ---**
Um... what about the port?
**[09:15] ---**
It almost seems like it's a different place.
**[09:18] ---**
It's dirty.
**[09:19] ---**
I already slipped, you see.
**[09:21] ---**
There's a bug.
**[09:26] ---**
Are you afraid of bugs?
**[09:30] ---**
Yeah...
**[09:31] ---**
Who was it that screamed when catching
bugs and got scared by the big spider?
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That wasn't me.
**[09:37] ---**
Who was it that picked up the
beautiful seashell on the beach?
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Not me.
**[09:41] ---**
Who was it that ate cookies together
under the shade of the rose bush?
**[09:45] ---**
No...
**[09:47] ---**
Well then...
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Most of your memories of playing
with Uika belong to her.
**[09:55] ---**
No.
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All of it.
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It's all Uika's.
**[10:02] ---**
Uika will definitely become an idol.
**[10:06] ---**
It's not me.
**[10:14] ---**
This island isn't so bad.
**[10:17] ---**
The stars are beautiful here.
**[10:19] ---**
I was really, really happy to meet Saki-chan,
**[10:23] ---**
and be able to spend even
a little time together.
**[10:27] ---**
Although I don't have
the right to say that...
**[10:31] ---**
But I think I can keep going
because of these memories.
**[10:36] ---**
So...
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All you think about is yourself.
**[10:41] ---**
But, there is one thing
I've come to understand.
**[10:45] ---**
We watched the stars
together here, didn't we?
**[10:48] ---**
Was that you?
**[10:50] ---**
I knew it.
**[10:52] ---**
It's you, Hatsune, who loves the stars.
**[11:02] ---**
Saki-chan...
**[11:04] ---**
Hatsune, let's go back.
**[11:07] ---**
To where?
**[11:08] ---**
Of course, to Tokyo.
**[11:10] ---**
Huh?
**[11:11] ---**
If we take the shortcut, we'll
make it to the ferry in time!
**[11:13] ---**
Ehh, but it's a wild path!
**[11:24] ---**
Please wait!
**[11:33] ---**
Saki-chan...
**[11:35] ---**
It's better to eat now while you can.
**[11:38] ---**
Saki-chan...
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I really can't go...
**[11:42] ---**
You can just blame me for dragging you along.
**[11:46] ---**
That's no good...
**[11:53] ---**
Our destinies are one.
**[11:55] ---**
Didn't you give me your life?
**[11:59] ---**
I betrayed you, Saki-chan!
**[12:01] ---**
I... betrayed you...
**[12:06] ---**
Shall we pretend it never happened?
**[12:08] ---**
What do you mean?
**[12:10] ---**
The misfortune and regret
that surround you and me.
**[12:14] ---**
All the entanglements.
**[12:16] ---**
That is...?
**[12:17] ---**
Let's forget everything and
pretend it never happened.
**[12:21] ---**
That way, we won't be trapped by anything.
**[12:23] ---**
That is...
**[12:26] ---**
not possible.
**[12:28] ---**
It's unforgivable...
**[12:38] ---**
I'm so sick of this!
**[12:40] ---**
Who's not forgiving you?
**[12:42] ---**
Who decided that?
**[12:43] ---**
Why do I have to do what you say?
**[12:45] ---**
Why do I have to do what you say?
Saki-chan...
**[12:46] ---**
Hatsune, you're the same!
**[12:48] ---**
You...
**[12:51] ---**
FOOL!
**[13:03] ---**
Saki-chan...
**[13:05] ---**
What is it?
**[13:08] ---**
I'm upset, you know.
**[13:10] ---**
Don't take my determination lightly.
***SIGN*** Inbox: Sadaharu Togawa About Sakiko As you know, you and Sakiko live in different worlds. You need to bring her back immediately.
**[14:00] ---**
All of this?
**[14:02] ---**
Just as much as we can fit is fine.
**[14:07] ---**
Acting like a sneaky thief...
**[14:10] ---**
I just came to get my belongings.
**[14:12] ---**
Hatsune, I believe your role was done
the moment you brought Sakiko back.
**[14:18] Sign**
As you know, you and Sakiko live in different worlds.
You need to bring her back immediately.
**[14:27] ---**
Hatsune!
**[14:35] ---**
Please let me stay by Saki-chan's side.
**[14:40] ---**
I won't cause any trouble
to you or the Togawa—
**[14:43] ---**
Are you planning to follow
the same path as that man?
**[14:47] ---**
Leave right now.
**[14:49] ---**
Never again should you step foot
inside the Togawa household.
**[14:54] ---**
Togawa, Togawa... is it really that great?
**[14:57] ---**
What exactly have we done?
**[15:00] ---**
I simply cannot accept this!
**[15:02] ---**
You don't understand the terrifying
power of the Togawa—
**[15:04] ---**
You're the one who's afraid!
**[15:07] ---**
I will leave as well.
**[15:10] ---**
I won't be obedient to you anymore.
**[15:14] ---**
I'll live with her!
**[15:15] ---**
Saki-chan...
**[15:18] ---**
Please take care of my father!
**[15:27] ---**
That face Grandfather made!
**[15:30] ---**
It's exactly like a deer in the headlights.
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Thank you.
**[15:42] ---**
I thought I was going to die.
**[15:45] ---**
I thought—
**[15:47] ---**
B-Bug...
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Oh, a bug?
**[15:55] ---**
Hey, Hatsune?
**[15:57] ---**
Oh, Hatsune, there's some there too.
**[16:00] ---**
It's a little scary, Saki-chan...
**[16:05] ---**
Take this!
**[16:07] ---**
Here, you too!
**[16:11] ---**
Hey!
**[16:12] ---**
Take this!
**[16:23] ---**
What will we do from now on?
**[16:28] ---**
This world is full of things
that can't be helped,
**[16:32] ---**
and there's nothing certain,
nothing unshakeable.
**[16:40] ---**
Are you scared?
**[16:42] ---**
Huh?
**[16:43] ---**
No.
**[16:44] ---**
Not as long as Saki-chan is with me.
**[16:48] ---**
"Umiri: I will contact you if there are any
updates. Please continue with your individual practices."
**[16:49] ---**
Oh, Umiri-chan...
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I forgot.
**[16:52] ---**
Uh... Now, really?..
**[16:54] ---**
We gotta show up after all this time.
**[16:57] ---**
I'll make coffee, so you
can sleep a little longer.
**[17:04] ---**
Saki-chan.
**[17:07] ---**
I love you.
**[17:13] ---**
Even if I turn away from
fate, from the world,
**[17:17] ---**
nothing will change.
**[17:20] ---**
This little world will
eventually come to an end.
**[17:25] ---**
Like waking up from a dream in the morning.
**[17:29] ---**
Suddenly,
**[17:31] ---**
without any choice.
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But, as much as I can,
**[17:37] ---**
just a little longer,
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I want to stay lost in the drowsiness.
**[17:42] ---**
This smell...
**[17:45] ---**
I hate it.
**[17:55] Sign**
"Sakiko Togawa"
**[17:55] ---**
Good morning, Tomorin!
**[18:01] ---**
To Tomori.
**[18:03] ---**
I apologize for involving you in the
issues with Ave Mujica the other day.
**[18:10] ---**
What is it?
**[18:11] ---**
Huh?
**[18:12] ---**
Oh... is this not the one you liked?
**[18:15] ---**
Um... well...
**[18:17] ---**
The other day—
**[18:18] ---**
Are you cheating?
**[18:20] ---**
Let's settle this in court.
**[18:21] ---**
Huh?
**[18:22] ---**
What's going on?
**[18:26] ---**
It was due to my own lack of determination,
**[18:29] ---**
that I ended up dragging everyone into this.
**[18:32] ---**
Are you going to plant something again?
**[18:35] ---**
Yes, bitter melon.
**[18:37] ---**
Sounds good to me.
**[18:38] ---**
I've only shown you my embarrassing side.
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I'm sorry for hurting you so much.
**[18:46] ---**
There were times when I intentionally
said things to hurt you.
**[18:51] ---**
Even then, you gave me words
of comfort and lifted me up,
**[18:57] ---**
just like when we first met.
**[19:00] ---**
Tomorin!
**[19:02] ---**
Tomorin, hurry up!
Just like you said in
**[19:04] ---**
the lyrics of Haruhikage,
**[19:06] ---**
CRYCHIC was a light to me as well.
**[19:11] ---**
Back then, you wished,
"Don't let go of my hands,"
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and now you never let go of anyone's hand.
**[19:19] ---**
I may not be able to do it like you,
**[19:22] ---**
but I will protect my band in my own way.
**[19:28] ---**
Thank you.
**[19:31] ---**
May your future be filled
with abundant happiness.
**[19:37] ---**
I know it's necessary in
order to be reborn...!
**[19:40] ---**
But will love be gone too?
**[19:43] ---**
What about sadness?
**[19:45] ---**
Fear?
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Forgetfulness?
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Death?
**[19:53] ---**
I do not fear.
**[19:55] ---**
Take a good look at yourself.
**[20:00] ---**
Are you going to accompany me?
**[20:04] ---**
Okay.
**[20:06] ---**
Go ahead, Amoris.
**[20:09] ---**
Ain't no way I'm gonna lose to you!
**[20:13] ---**
Will people take the flyers?
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They'll be gone in a second!
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I don't think they'll be gone in a second.
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I hope they'll take a lot!
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Yeah, let's do our best!
**[20:24] ---**
Morning's greetings.
**[20:25] ---**
Morning's greetings.
**[20:26] ---**
Huh?
**[20:29] ---**
We are going to make our
re-debut as fast as possible.
**[20:32] ---**
Re-debut?
**[20:33] ---**
It's not rare for a
disbanded band to reunite.
**[20:36] ---**
Are we going to join an agency again?
**[20:39] ---**
Yes.
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That's fine, but as fast as possible?
**[20:42] ---**
Nyamu.
**[20:43] ---**
Umiri.
**[20:45] ---**
Mutsumi.
**[20:48] ---**
Uika.
**[20:51] ---**
We need to quickly transform
into a strong and solid band.
**[20:57] ---**
I have come to realize.
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There is no need to meekly accept fate.
**[21:03] ---**
There is no such thing as God.
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So...
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I will become God myself.
**[21:09] ---**
God?
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I'll do anything and use whatever
it takes for Ave Mujica.
**[21:21] ---**
Huh, Togawa-san?
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Will you let me through?
**[21:25] ---**
Eh?
**[21:26] ---**
sumimi will be on a break for a while,
**[21:29] ---**
and we'll have to focus on solo works.
**[21:34] ---**
I will call you back later.
**[21:37] ---**
I have something to discuss
regarding Ave Mujica.
**[21:39] ---**
I told Uika-chan as well, but without
your grandfather's permission—
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There's no need for that.
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Who do you think I am?
**[21:49] ---**
I am Oblivionis of Ave Mujica—
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Sakiko Togawa.