# E8 - Lost Girls: Lost in the Cruel World
Source: [Crunchyroll](https://www.crunchyroll.com/watch/G31UX381D/lost-girls-lost-in-the-cruel-world)
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**[00:23] ---**
Once we retake Wall Maria...
**[00:26] ---**
...and defeat all the enemies
coming for us...
**[00:29] ---**
Will they come back? Those days...
**[00:35] ---**
We'll bring it back.
**[00:38] ---**
But some things are forever changed.
**[00:41] ---**
We'll make them pay for that.
**[00:46] ---**
What will Eren do after that?
**[00:50] ---**
He might leave us behind again
and go somewhere far away.
**[00:55] ---**
Still, I can't stop him from doing so.
**[01:04] ---**
The moment I thought that,
a certain scene flashed before my eyes.
**[01:11] ---**
One I'd seen before...
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This style of embroidery has
been passed down in our clan.
**[01:36] ---**
When you have a child,
it'll be your turn to pass it on, too!
**[01:40] ---**
How can I have a child?
**[01:42] ---**
Err, why don't you ask your father that?
**[01:46] ---**
Well, Dad?
**[01:47] ---**
Oh, uhh, I don't really know, either!
**[01:51] ---**
Dr. Jaeger will be here any minute!
Why don't we ask him?
**[01:57] ---**
Oh, that must be him!
**[01:59] ---**
Mikasa, add color here
to make it prettier.
**[02:04] ---**
Dr. Jaeger! Thanks for--
**[02:13] ---**
Pardon our intrusion.
**[02:21] ---**
I'm sorry, Mikasa...
**[02:24] ---**
It should've been me, not Eren...
**[02:28] ---**
I wasn't able to do anything!
**[02:32] ---**
I'm sorry...
**[02:50] ---**
If you don't like this reality,
do it all over again.
**[02:57] ---**
From wherever you wish.
**[03:01] ---**
In that world, everything
will happen as you desire.
**[03:07] ---**
However, there's nothing you
can do to stop Eren's death.
**[03:13] ---**
Because Eren is...
**[03:24] ---**
When you have a child,
it'll be your turn to pass it on, too!
**[03:28] ---**
Oh, that must be him!
**[03:31] ---**
Thanks for trudging through
the rain. Come on in.
**[03:35] ---**
Dr. Jaeger.
**[03:36] ---**
Good afternoon.
**[03:38] ---**
Hey, Mikasa. Hello.
**[03:42] ---**
Hello.
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Come on, Eren. Don't be embarrassed.
**[03:54] ---**
H-Hello.
**[03:57] ---**
Hello.
**[03:58] ---**
This is my son, Eren. He's nine, like you.
**[04:02] ---**
He only has one friend,
so could you get along with him?
**[04:08] ---**
Sure.
**[04:29] ---**
So your mom's having another kid soon?
**[04:33] ---**
Mmm. She thinks it's a boy because it
feels different than when she had me.
**[04:41] ---**
Yeah?
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If it is, I hope he's a good soldier.
**[04:48] ---**
A soldier? Do you wanna be one?
**[04:52] ---**
Yeah! I'll join the Scouts
and see the outside world!
**[04:58] ---**
The outside world?
**[05:00] ---**
The world beyond the walls.
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I'm gonna train day and night
to kill all the Titans out there!
**[05:10] ---**
You?
**[05:11] ---**
Huh? Me?
**[05:13] ---**
Your dad's a hunter and
your mom grows food, right?
**[05:19] ---**
What will you do?
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Me?
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I... don't know.
**[05:33] ---**
L-Let's go home, Eren.
Dad said not to go too deep.
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Wait!
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When we got home,
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we told them about the bodies,
but kept the dogs a secret.
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I'll inform the Military Police.
**[06:57] ---**
We appreciate it.
**[06:59] ---**
See you later.
**[07:01] ---**
Mmm.
**[07:05] ---**
After that, Eren came with Dr. Jaeger
on his home call every fifth day.
**[07:15] ---**
We never went deep in the forest again.
**[07:19] ---**
Sometimes, Eren talked about his life
in Shiganshina and his friend Armin.
**[07:27] ---**
Armin's super smart. He knows
a lot from reading books.
**[07:32] ---**
Then, does he know how babies are made?
**[07:35] ---**
Huh? Even I know that.
**[07:38] ---**
Really?!
**[07:40] ---**
At night, a huge bird comes carrying
the baby and puts it in the mom.
**[07:46] ---**
How does the bird carry babies?
**[07:49] ---**
On its back.
**[07:50] ---**
They would fall.
**[07:52] ---**
Oh, yeah...
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Anyway, Armin knows a bunch of stuff!
**[08:00] ---**
He's the one who told me
about the outside world.
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Someday, he and I are gonna go there.
**[08:11] ---**
That's my dream.
**[08:24] ---**
What happened?
**[08:29] ---**
In the outside world,
there's a salty lake called the sea.
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Salt's pricey, so you'd think
the merchants would take it all.
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Mmm.
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But they can't.
It's too vast to harvest it all.
**[08:46] ---**
So vast, you can't even imagine.
**[08:50] ---**
Fiery water, lands of ice,
sandy snowfields...
**[08:55] ---**
That's the world beyond the walls.
It's impossibly bigger than life in here.
**[09:03] ---**
And yet, these people...!
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These people?
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They're all cowards.
**[09:11] ---**
"If there's peace in
the walls, all is fine."
**[09:15] ---**
"Why go outside where it's dangerous?"
**[09:20] ---**
Armin said humanity should
go past the walls someday.
**[09:24] ---**
And they called him a heretic!
That's the kind of world this is.
**[09:30] ---**
They're cowards who are
used to being livestock.
**[09:33] ---**
They're trying to keep us
crammed up in the walls.
**[09:41] ---**
Eren...
**[09:43] ---**
I'll join the Scouts and
see the outside world!
**[09:49] ---**
When Eren goes home,
**[09:52] ---**
he might get in more fights
and get hurt even worse.
**[09:57] ---**
But there's nothing I can do to stop him.
**[10:02] ---**
So, at the very least,
I want to be at his side.
**[10:14] ---**
Give this to Dr. Jaeger?
**[10:17] ---**
You can come home
the next time they visit.
**[10:20] ---**
Have fun playing with Eren.
**[10:25] ---**
Eren!
**[10:30] ---**
Hey, hurry up! The Scout Regiment is back!
**[10:38] ---**
Damn! I can't see!
**[10:51] ---**
Moses! Moses!
**[10:54] ---**
Um, I don't see my son Moses anywhere...
**[10:58] ---**
Do you know where he is?
**[11:00] ---**
This is Moses' mother. Go get it.
**[11:10] ---**
It's all we could retrieve.
**[11:29] ---**
You're joining the Scouts?
**[11:31] ---**
Huh?
**[11:32] ---**
You're really joining the Scouts?
**[11:36] ---**
Yeah.
**[11:38] ---**
I don't like that one bit!
**[11:40] ---**
How many times is this now?
**[11:43] ---**
Talk about gruesome.
**[11:45] ---**
For sure.
**[11:46] ---**
Our taxes are basically going to feeding
and fattening those things up now.
**[11:53] ---**
What the hell, you little punk?!
**[11:55] ---**
Let go! Let me go!
**[11:57] ---**
Huh? U-Um!
**[12:01] ---**
Don't make fun of the Scouts!
**[12:05] ---**
Damn, man. He's just a kid.
**[12:08] ---**
Shuddap! You've gotta teach
this brats while they're young!
**[12:13] ---**
Take that! And that! Yeah!
**[12:26] ---**
How long was I asleep?
**[12:29] ---**
Not too long.
***SIGN*** When Shiganshina was attacked in 845, many of its residents evacuated to Trost aboard the ferry boat. Its maximum load is 150 tons and is powered by the same compressed gas as ODM gear."
***SIGN*** "Information Available for Public Disclosure" "Ferry Boat" "A boat which interconnects the territories of humanity. Moving via steel wires suspended above the river, it carries passengers, goods, military supplies, and so forth.
**[13:03] ---**
Please! I want to see Eren!
**[13:09] ---**
It seems like preeclampsia.
**[13:12] ---**
We should move her to
a house closer to mine.
**[13:16] ---**
I think it's for the best,
just in case something happens.
**[13:20] ---**
I see.
**[13:26] ---**
Oh, my. What's wrong?
**[13:30] ---**
Mom... Sorry...
**[13:34] ---**
I'm sorry.
**[13:46] ---**
Why did you stop coming?
**[13:49] ---**
The Scouts are no more.
**[13:51] ---**
Huh?
**[13:52] ---**
They got disbanded for not
accomplishing anything.
**[13:58] ---**
The gate got sealed, too.
Nobody can go outside.
**[14:03] ---**
The cowards are trying
to trap us in these walls.
**[14:08] ---**
Then, the outside world...
**[14:11] ---**
Armin and I are going there
in a hot-air balloon.
**[14:15] ---**
Huh?
**[14:17] ---**
It's a huge balloon that flies in
the sky. Him and I are making it.
**[14:23] ---**
That's why I haven't come
to your house. Sorry.
**[14:29] ---**
When are you leaving?
**[14:31] ---**
In three days.
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I'll go, too.
**[14:35] ---**
Huh?!
**[14:36] ---**
Take me with you... Please.
**[14:40] ---**
Take me with you!
**[15:04] ---**
There's a forest just
beyond that inner gate.
**[15:09] ---**
In three nights, meet us there.
**[15:12] ---**
Give it back then.
**[15:15] ---**
Okay.
**[15:21] ---**
Finally, the gate's sealed.
**[15:23] ---**
Tell me about it.
**[15:25] ---**
We should've done it long ago!
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Don't be late.
**[15:36] ---**
We're leaving on the third bell.
**[15:42] ---**
Two more!
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Come and behold, everyone!
**[15:54] ---**
I, the Mirror Man, shall demonstrate
my infamous hypnotist powers!
**[16:02] ---**
I'll make this sweet and innocent
girl into a murderer!
**[16:12] ---**
Come, little girl.
**[16:14] ---**
Look into my face.
**[16:19] ---**
Um, let me go.
**[16:22] ---**
If I let go of your hand,
where will you go?
**[16:27] ---**
I'm meeting... my friend.
**[16:30] ---**
I see. You should hurry along then.
Don't keep your friends waiting.
**[16:36] ---**
Th-Thanks.
**[16:37] ---**
However, I'm afraid I can't let you go.
**[16:42] ---**
I told everyone I'd use hypnotism
to make you into a murderer.
**[16:48] ---**
But I do have one solution.
Why don't you just kill me now?
**[16:55] ---**
Huh?
**[16:55] ---**
I could use hypnotism to make you kill me,
**[17:00] ---**
but that would take time
and you're in a hurry.
**[17:06] ---**
Um, someone help!
**[17:14] ---**
Hurry as you might, you'll never make it.
**[17:18] ---**
Your friend will leave you behind.
**[17:22] ---**
You know about Eren? Who are you?
**[17:25] ---**
I am no one. And I am everyone.
**[17:31] ---**
Hypnotists know all there is to know.
**[17:37] ---**
You're a lost child.
**[17:39] ---**
You became lost here
because you wished to be.
**[17:46] ---**
Unable to accept Eren's death,
you created this world to get lost in.
**[17:54] ---**
However, no matter the world you make,
you cannot stop Eren's death.
**[18:01] ---**
Because death is already
ingrained within his body.
**[18:06] ---**
No matter how much you try to
protect him, death will snare him.
**[18:14] ---**
If you think I'm lying,
go see for yourself.
**[18:18] ---**
But you must kill me first.
**[18:22] ---**
You must become strong
and return to your world.
**[18:36] ---**
Why? Why get in my way?
**[18:41] ---**
All I want is to be with Eren.
That's all I want, so why?
**[18:48] ---**
There's no helping it. The world is cruel.
**[18:52] ---**
In that case, this world deserves...!
**[19:12] ---**
Huh?
**[19:23] ---**
Behold! Did you see that, everyone?
**[19:27] ---**
The Mirror Man has made this sweet
and innocent girl into a murderer!
**[19:33] ---**
As you can see,
this is a retractable blade!
**[19:37] ---**
And this is blood from a chicken!
**[19:41] ---**
Still, this girl stabbing me is a truth
which can't be bent, even by a Titan!
**[19:49] ---**
Impressed? That was a demonstration
of the Mirror Man's infamous powers!
**[20:00] ---**
Thank you! Thank you!
**[20:22] ---**
Are you... Mikasa?
**[20:27] ---**
Um, where's Eren?
**[20:31] ---**
I'm sorry, Mikasa. It's all my fault.
**[20:37] ---**
The hot-air balloon... When it went up,
the controls wouldn't work, and...
**[20:43] ---**
Eren threw me over,
but he didn't make it in time!
**[20:47] ---**
The hot-air balloon... hit the wall!
**[20:51] ---**
It should've been me, not Eren...
**[20:54] ---**
I... wasn't able to do
anything! I'm sorry...
**[21:06] ---**
All I was left with was the sensation
of having seen a really long dream.
**[21:14] ---**
A joyful, but sad dream.
**[21:18] ---**
And when I opened my eyes,
**[21:20] ---**
I had accepted what happened
to Eren as a solemn truth.
**[21:40] ---**
Eren will someday retake Wall Maria,
drive out every last Titan,
**[21:48] ---**
and then see the sea.
**[21:52] ---**
But even then, he may not
stop moving forward.
**[21:58] ---**
And I... No...
Nobody is able to stop Eren.
**[22:07] ---**
But that's fine. No matter where
Eren goes, I want to be at his side.
**[22:14] ---**
That is my only wish.
**[22:21] ---**
Hey, Eren...