# E6 - Secret
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*The ordinary starry sky*
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*Can I reach it too*
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*Some day?*
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*Flickering trail*
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*Follow it with a finger*
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*Regret wells up*
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*That is*
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*Beyond the distant views*
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*Awaits the world I yearned for*
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*It's a dream I can't achieve alone*
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*Courage lets us believe
that we have a purpose here*
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*And guides us to you, far away*
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*Your voice, from my distant memories*
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*I can hear you*
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Ulgar!
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It's real...
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How does he have a gun?
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Is it settled then?
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Is he really the enemy?
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Give me the gun, Ulgar.
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This is mine. I'm never giving it up.
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Kanata...
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I know.
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In this isolated environment,
the one with the gun makes the laws.
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Don't be stupid. I don't want to be king.
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Also, not that it matters, but...
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...I'm not the enemy.
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Then why?!
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It's personal.
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Luca, you're going to die.
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A grudge against me?! Please explain!
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This is messed up!
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I thought we were friends!
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Take your complaints to your father,
Marco Esposito.
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My dad? You have a grudge against my dad?
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Luca's father is...
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A senator, I think.
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I've been chasing after Marco Esposito
for the longest time.
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Trying to kill him.
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I had a brother five years older than me.
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Everyone loved my brother but shunned me.
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Both in and outside my family,
I was treated like I didn't exist.
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But I have this personality. I didn't mind
being neglected. I enjoyed being alone.
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My brother, though, was different.
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He treated me kindly. He was the only one.
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He became a freelance journalist.
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He went after politicians and big
companies, and their dirty deals.
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I looked up to him.
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I started to want to become
a journalist like him.
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Ulgar, is there anything you want?
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Huh?
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Not really.
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Wow, you're boring.
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Teen years are fleeting, Ulgar.
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You can be a shiny teen or a dull teen.
Either way, it's over when you're 20.
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After that, it's all up to you.
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Think about what kind of life you want to live.
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Those that don't think get left behind.
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I want a cap.
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Huh?
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I want to be like you.
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One day, he died. He fell off a building.
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Police ruled it a suicide.
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He did mention several times
that he had worries about work, but...
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I got myself mixed up in
something worse than I thought.
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Not that I intend to pull out now, of course.
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The prime target he was after at the time
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was Marco Esposito, and some
alleged campaign donation violations.
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My brother would never commit suicide.
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Why would anyone buy a birthday
present for their little brother,
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then kill themselves a few days
before the birthday?!
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Your father killed my brother.
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Do you have proof?
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If I did, I would have accused him in public!
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Any comments, Luca?
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I don't have trouble imagining
my dad doing that.
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Luca!
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I vowed to avenge my brother.
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To kill Marco, I trained in marksmanship
using a training gun.
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I shot and shot and shot.
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It was weird. I felt relaxed while shooting.
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My revenge was the closest thing I had
to a goal in this trash heap of a life.
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What a life...
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But it isn't easy to get a gun these days.
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I'd have to steal one from the police,
or enter the underworld...
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But then, I came across this--
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a gun in the storage area aboard the *Astra*.
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It's destiny. The gun showed me
that revenge is the way I must take.
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Getting on the same team
as you was also destiny.
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The Espositos are hereditary politicians.
They pass their power down to their sons.
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Luca is the eldest son.
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Marco will feel how painful it is
to lose a precious family member!
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Stop, Ulgar!
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We're companions! We can share the pain!
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You know this, Ulgar!
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I don't have companions!
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My brother is the only one
who could understand me!
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He wasn't like me.
He was strong and kind...
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He showed me the light!
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Why did he have to die...?
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I was the worthless one.
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I wish it were you.
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I'm not even loved!
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Please die, Luca...!
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It's useless.
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I'm just like you, Ulgar.
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I'm not loved either.
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What?
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I'm not the heir to the Esposito family.
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My little brother is the one my dad
wants to pass his power on to.
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Killing me won't make my dad sad.
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Lies! You're lying to save your life!
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I have proof.
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Proof?
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Luca...
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You're...
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...a girl...?
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Luca?!
**[08:07] ---**
What is this?! An earthquake?!
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I'm scared!
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We're safe! We're outside!
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I'm not completely female.
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Or completely male.
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Intersex...
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Intersexual, meaning not medically
completely male or female.
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I was raised as a male.
I felt a little different at times.
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But I only found out
when we checked in a hospital.
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I have both male and female parts.
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My body... Well, you saw.
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A lot of my anatomy is ambiguous.
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Did Marco... Did your parents know
from the beginning?
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No, we found out
at the same time at the hospital.
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He would never have brought me in
if he knew I was intersex.
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What?
**[09:10] ---**
I'm adopted.
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What?!
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Adopted?!
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Stop lying!
**[09:16] ---**
It's true. I can prove it when we get home.
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My parents had a hard time having kids.
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They needed an heir, so they brought me in.
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Something about an artist they knew
that couldn't raise their child.
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Luca is adopted, too...? Like Funi?
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Many of us have issues with our parents.
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Is that the common element connecting us?
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But later, my brother was born,
and we found out about my intersexuality.
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Dad's interest shifted
to my brother right away.
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Why did you hide it?
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I wasn't hiding it.
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I'm registered as a male,
and identify as a male, too.
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However, I can't imagine how I'm
going to change from here on.
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But no matter what, I am who I am.
I don't treat it like a big deal.
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But my dad... The Esposito family is different.
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If I'm not a man, I'm not fit to be the heir.
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Killing me won't make my dad sad.
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That's impossible!
What kind of parent would...
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Yes. You of all people should know
how I feel about this...
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You can shoot me, but it won't help.
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But if it makes my dad sad...
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...I would be glad.
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Ulgar.
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Ulgar, follow me.
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Check it out.
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This is my secret spot. When I'm
feeling down, I come here to shout.
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Nobody can hear us here.
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There, it's a headwind. Shout, Ulgar!
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Shout!
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Dammit...
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Dammit!
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Discord with our parents...
Is that the common thread?
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No, it can't be...
That's no reason to get us all killed.
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Besides, some of us have loving parents.
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What is it, then?
What is our common connection...?
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Everyone, get on the ship!
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What is it?!
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Extend the gangway!
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Luca, Ulgar, get over here!
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A wave's coming!
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Luca! Ulgar! Hurry!
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Kanata!
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Luca and Ulgar got
washed away by the tsunami!
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Tsunami... From the earthquake?
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Zack! Lower the ship!
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I'm going to fly as close
to the surface as possible!
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Find them from the gangway!
The sun's going down soon!
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Ulgar!
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Well, hello there, Mr. Ulgar. We've got
ourselves in a bit of a tight spot, eh?
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Hey, let me go!
**[13:30] ---**
Your arm can't hold on!
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Don't underestimate me.
I'm not about to give up on a companion.
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I'm no companion! I tried to kill you!
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Still going on about that?
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Shut up, wannabe lone wolf!
Quit yapping and hold on!
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Kanata talked about the time
he got lost in the mountains,
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and how he lacked the strength
to save his teacher.
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I'm not adding us to that list of regrets!
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Ulgar! Ulgar!
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Ugh, that hurts... My abs...
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Are you okay, Kanata?!
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My abs and arms are getting torn apart.
Pull me up, fast!
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Luca! Can you hold on a bit longer?!
**[14:47] ---**
I'm fine!
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Take care of that show-off first!
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Whoa.
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Sorry, but I don't have any strength left.
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Do what you have to do.
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Don't underestimate me...
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I never want to feel that way again...
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That's why I've been lifting
weights this whole time!
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You did well.
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Yeah, he's awesome.
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I apologize.
**[15:39] ---**
I tried to kill you, and I forced you
to reveal your secret.
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I made you... get naked...
in front of everyone...
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What did you say? I couldn't hear you.
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I, um... made you get naked...
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He's taking advantage of
Ulgar's guilt to pick on him.
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Don't worry about it. It doesn't bother me.
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In fact, it was a good opportunity
to let me talk about myself. But...
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If what my dad did got your brother killed,
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it's me who needs to apologize.
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We're similar, you and me.
I understand how you feel.
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No, not just me.
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We all have issues of some sort.
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That's what makes us all
capable of empathy.
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You're not alone.
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Luca's father is not off the hook.
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When I get back, I'm going to
investigate him thoroughly,
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and prepare to accuse him
of whatever it is that he did.
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To do that, I'm going home
in one piece. All of us, together.
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Yeah!
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Let's be friends, Ulgar.
**[16:54] ---**
Guys, can I have a moment?
There's something on my mind...
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Would a politician kill someone
just to hide a corruption problem?
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Politicians are accused of
that kind of stuff all the time.
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If Ulgar's brother was killed,
wouldn't it be for some other reason?
**[17:12] ---**
Like, maybe when he was investigating
Marco Esposito, he found something bigger?
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I got myself mixed up in something
worse than I thought.
**[17:24] ---**
You mean, he found something
worse than campaign finance...
**[17:27] ---**
Like, something related to us
getting lost in space like this?
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The "enemy" among us
is just the perpetrator.
**[17:38] ---**
There has to be someone who set
the whole thing up and gave the orders.
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Don't let the adults fool you, Ulgar.
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They're all lying.
I'm going to become a journalist,
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and bust all the lies in this world.
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Here's the gun. It got wet,
but it's still usable.
**[18:05] ---**
You hold on to it.
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Me?! But I...
**[18:09] ---**
No buts.
**[18:12] ---**
You're the only one who can shoot that thing.
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You're in charge of the gun.
I'm counting on you, Ulgar!
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I'm counting on you, Ulgar!
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Aye, yeah.
**[18:32] ---**
Team B5, camp log.
**[18:34] ---**
After narrowly escaping
the wave on Arispade,
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we decided to take off for
the fourth planet right away.
**[18:42] ---**
This incident gave us a chance
to talk about ourselves more.
**[18:48] ---**
The trip is long, but not boring.
**[18:52] ---**
Ulgar is still not talkative, but he's
obviously different from before.
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We treat Luca as a boy, like before.
**[19:01] ---**
Let's do a round of Sumo wrestling!
**[19:03] ---**
--But sometimes the boys in the team
seem to feel a bit awkward.
--Really? Nah...
**[19:04] ---**
--But sometimes the boys in the team
seem to feel a bit awkward.
--What? Come on!
**[19:07] ---**
I, for one, feel a bit like I have a new
female friend, which I'm glad about.
**[19:12] ---**
You. Stop messing with...
**[19:17] ---**
Please, don't mind me...
**[19:21] ---**
Luca is picking on Ulgar again.
**[19:23] ---**
Luca's the one who brings it up the most.
**[19:27] ---**
It seems like Luca enjoyed
letting it all out.
**[19:32] ---**
We're all on good terms!
**[19:36] ---**
"Day 20 on the ship
Day 71 of being lost in space"
**[19:40] ---**
Ouch! I cut myself.
**[19:42] ---**
What?!
**[19:43] ---**
Oh, it's nothing.
**[19:45] ---**
Come on, show me.
**[19:47] ---**
Good, it's not deep.
I'll put a bandage on it.
**[19:51] ---**
Make sure you show Quitterie later.
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I said I'm fine!
**[19:56] ---**
Oh, I'm sorry I grabbed
your hand without asking.
**[19:59] ---**
Oh, no, it's okay. I'm embarrassed...
**[20:01] ---**
Oh, wow, that was loud! I'm embarrassed!
**[20:05] ---**
You know, Charce, you're...
**[20:06] ---**
You're really nice to Aries,
like always watching out for her.
**[20:14] ---**
I'm nice to everyone.
**[20:17] ---**
Well, yeah, but would you say
that about yourself?
**[20:20] ---**
It's like you're giving Aries special
treatment. What is it? What?
**[20:25] ---**
I'll leave that up to your imagination.
**[20:27] ---**
Oh! Scandalous! Did you hear that?
**[20:31] ---**
Delicious.
**[20:33] ---**
Charce, what classes do you take?
**[20:38] ---**
I want to learn more about you!
**[20:42] ---**
Yeah, you go get him, Aries!
**[20:44] ---**
A love triangle in the making!
**[20:46] ---**
I want to learn about Charce, too!
**[20:49] ---**
This guy is so clueless.
**[20:51] ---**
Is he stupid? And what is he eating?
**[20:55] ---**
Charce must be taking biology.
**[20:58] ---**
Is it true that the biology teacher
wears a hairpiece?
**[21:01] ---**
I do take biology, but I don't know
about the teacher's hairpiece.
**[21:06] ---**
Oh, I take biology, too. And the hairpiece
only covers the top of his head.
**[21:11] ---**
What are you even talking about?
**[21:13] ---**
There's only one biology class, so you
two must have been in the same class.
**[21:19] ---**
I didn't notice at all.
**[21:21] ---**
Of course, you didn't know each other
until you met here at camp.
**[21:24] ---**
Oh, but I...
**[21:27] ---**
What's wrong, Aries?
**[21:29] ---**
This is strange.
**[21:31] ---**
I don't remember you, Charce.
**[21:35] ---**
No, and neither do I. Who would remember
someone they've never even talked to?
**[21:40] ---**
I would.
**[21:43] ---**
I remember the faces of everyone
I share a class with.
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I have a photographic memory.
**[21:50] ---**
I went to biology class many times after
I transferred in, before leaving for camp.
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I made a conscious effort to remember
everyone's faces, so I'm certain.
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I have no doubt that Charce
was not in that class.
**[22:06] ---**
Charce, are you...
**[22:09] ---**
Are you hiding something?
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*The meteor shower, left to spill,
every second, every second*
**[22:37] ---**
*Even though I'm breathing,
the claw marks shred my chest*
**[22:45] ---**
*Why did the heat from one arm*
**[22:48] ---**
*Draw a destiny-colored trajectory*
**[22:52] ---**
*When the warm rain is bundled up*
**[22:55] ---**
*Wavering on the blue of the sky*
**[22:59] ---**
*Forever returning, going halfsies*
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*Lives bound tightly together*
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*Hearts taken away, trembling*
**[23:09] ---**
*Thank you, scars*
**[23:13] ---**
*Flowing lights, inerasable shattered galaxy*
**[23:16] ---**
*Looking back on the noisy shadow*
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*Really, really, I want to change*
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*That self that is right next to me*
**[23:27] ---**
*Infinitely bright, all the world, we feed back*
**[23:31] ---**
*The place where we arrive
at the end of a long journey*
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*Can't see, can't see, I want to hold*
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*Your hands gently in the light*