E3 - Our First Christmas Source: Crunchyroll Translator: Editor: Timer: QC: (Please feel free to edit the speaker names if incomplete or inaccurate. Names are handled on a best-effort basis depending on the info on the source file. Dialogue is left as is.) [00:10] Hananoi     This may not mean anything to you, [00:16] Hananoi     but it's different for me. [00:19] Hananoi     Even holding your hand,     even just touching you... [00:23] Hananoi     makes my heart ache so badly. [00:26] Hotaru     H-Hananoi-kun, what's wro— [00:31] Hotaru     His heart is beating so fast! [00:35] Hotaru     Does he always get like this? [00:38] Hotaru     Every time he's... with me? [00:44] Hananoi     I'm not the kind of person you think I am. [00:49] Hananoi     Really, I'm always... [00:52] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun, are you sure you're feeling— [00:58] Hananoi     Hotaru-chan. [01:01] Hananoi     I really like you. [01:08] Hotaru     H-Hana... [01:10] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun, wait! [01:25] Hotaru     H-Hananoi-kun, are you okay? [01:28] Hotaru     Y-You're burning up! [01:33] Hotaru     That scared me... [01:35] Hotaru     He must felt bad all day      and just didn't tell me. [01:39] Hotaru     I knew you'd get sick always waiting     for me in the cold like that. [01:44] Hotaru     Why didn't you say something? [01:46] Hananoi     I want to spend every second I can with you. [01:50] Hotaru     I-I need to call his family! [01:56] Hotaru     I had no idea. [01:58] Hotaru     Between love and friendship, I didn't realize     liking someone meant something so different... [02:04] Hotaru     But this is... It's nothing like those things. [02:08] Hotaru     H-Hello. Um, Hananoi-kun fainted.     Could you please come right away? [02:14] Hotaru     Yes. Thank you very much. [02:23] Hotaru     I still remember the way he felt... [02:27] Hotaru     Am I really going to be able to experience     feelings like that one day? SIGN    Episode 3 SIGN    Our First Christmas [04:05] Tomori     Hey, Big Sis! [04:08] Tomori     It's time for dinner! [04:10] Hotaru     I don't want any. [04:12] Tomori     Huh?! [04:13] Tomori     You don't want dinner? What's wrong? [04:16] Hotaru     I don't feel like I deserve it right now. [04:22] Tomori     Don't overdo it! [04:24] Kagari     Hey! Don't let good food to go waste     over your petty guilt. [04:28] Hotaru     You're right. [04:34] Hotaru     But the way I made him look...     How can I apologize for that? [04:40] Hotaru     What am I gonna do?! SIGN    December 23rd SIGN    I'm really sorry about yesterday. It was thoughtless of me      to ask to kiss you to see if I liked you. I regret saying that.     How are you doing now? Please message me once you're feeling better. SIGN    I want to spend Christmas Eve with you [05:03] (Flashback) Hotaru     Okay, then I'll give you my answer     after our date. Is that okay? [05:07] (Flashback) Hananoi     Yeah. [05:10] (Flashback) Hotaru     This'll be new for me. [05:12] (Flashback) Hotaru     I've always spent Christmas with my family. [05:15] (Flashback) Hananoi     Every year? [05:17] (Flashback) Hotaru     My little sister does figure skating. [05:20] (Flashback) Hotaru     She always does a show on Christmas Eve. [05:23] (Flashback) Hotaru     We all go to cheer her on. [05:25] (Flashback) Hotaru     She's really something! She gets dressed     up like a sparkly little princess. [05:30] (Flashback) Hananoi     A princess? [05:32] (Flashback) Hananoi     Don't you ever hang out with friends? [05:36] (Flashback) Hotaru     They all end up going on dates or trips. [05:40] (Flashback) Hananoi     Yeah? Then I'll do my best to escort you. [05:45] (Flashback) Hotaru     I'm looking forward to it. SIGN    I want to spend Christmas Eve with you SIGN    December 24th [05:52] Hotaru     Today's the last day     of our trial dating period. [05:56] Hotaru     If nothing else happens, then tomorrow     we'll just become... strangers? SIGN    December 24th [06:03] Hotaru     He must not be answering because he's sick. [06:06] Hotaru     But he always responds so quickly... [06:09] Hotaru     Ah, maybe he's given up on me now. [06:14] Hotaru     I was basically toying with     Hananoi-kun's feelings, after all. [06:19] Kagari     Huh? You're still here, Hotaru? [06:22] Kagari     Mom and everyone already     left for the skating rink. [06:25] Hotaru     Are you going there now, Kagari? [06:27] Kagari     My club is having a Christmas     party, so I'm gonna pass. [06:30] Kagari     Okay, don't forget to lock up. [06:38] Non-chan     You never thought about     how I felt, Hotaru-chan. [06:44] Hotaru     It's happening all over again. [06:47] Hotaru     Will this all end without me     ever expressing my feelings? [06:50] Hotaru     I really want to apologize to Hananoi-kun. [06:52] Hotaru     I haven't even given him an answer yet! [06:57] Hotaru     I should at least try calling him. [07:00] Hotaru     What?! [07:02] Hotaru     Yes? Hello? SIGN    Ice Skating Rink [07:11] Tomori     Hotaru! You're late! [07:15] Hotaru     Here's the... sewing kit... you asked for. [07:20] Mom     Sorry to drag you out here.     Her costume ripped. [07:23] Tomori     Come on, Mom! Hurry, hurry! [07:28] Tomori     Yes! It's perfect! [07:30] Mom     Mm-hmm, I hate to say it myself,     but my work this year is a masterpiece! [07:35] Dad     You look so pretty, Tomo-chan! [07:37] Tomori     And today, I'm the star! [07:39] Dad     Yes! The prettiest princess in the world! [07:43] Mom     Hotaru, I thought you had plans.     Is everything all right? [07:46] Hotaru     Yeah. My friend just caught a cold,     and I haven't heard anything since. [07:50] Mom     Oh my. Want to stay and watch, then? [07:55] Hotaru     I guess so. [08:02] Mom     It'll be okay. How about we go out for     something you like for dinner later? [08:07] Hotaru     Sure. Thanks. SIGN    Christmas Ice Show [08:12] Hotaru     I guess it turned out to be     just another normal Christmas. SIGN    Hananoi-kun SIGN    Hananoi-kun SIGN    Hananoi-kun SIGN    Hananoi-kun SIGN    Missed Call SIGN    Missed Call SIGN    Missed Call [08:18] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun?! When did I get     all these notifications? [08:24] Hotaru     H-Hello? [08:26] Hananoi     Hotaru-chan?! [08:29] Hananoi     Where are you right now? SIGN    Christmas Ice Show [08:31] Hotaru     Uh, um... Sorry. I'm at the skating rink. [08:34] Hananoi     I found you! [08:54] Hotaru     Oh! Hananoi-kun! [08:56] Hotaru     What are you doing here? [08:58] Hananoi     I called... but you didn't answer. [09:01] Hananoi     I remembered you said you go to see     your sister skate every Christmas. [09:07] Hananoi     So I searched for rinks     with Christmas shows... [09:12] Hananoi     And this was the only place near     your house hosting anything like that. [09:17] Hotaru     Talk about commitment! [09:19] Hotaru     What a surprise. I didn't think     I'd get to see you today. [09:23] Hananoi     I'm sorry! I've been in bed     and just saw your message... [09:30] Hananoi     Hotaru-chan? [09:33] Hotaru     What? What is this? I feel so drained. [09:38] Hotaru     I think it's because I've been so consumed     with worry and stress the past few days. [09:43] Hotaru     But seeing you, I feel so relieved now. [09:48] Hotaru     So very relieved. [09:50] Hotaru     I'm so glad. [09:53] Hotaru     I'm so glad I got to see     you again, Hananoi-kun. [09:58] Audience     Wonderful, wonderful! [09:59] Audience     You did great! [10:08] Hananoi     Here. Is this okay? [10:10] Hotaru     Y-Yeah. Sorry you had to see me like that. [10:16] Hananoi     It's my fault, isn't it? [10:18] Hananoi     I'm really sorry I scared you the other day! [10:22] Hananoi     You even called my grandmother for me... [10:25] Hotaru     O-Oh, no, that wasn't it. [10:28] Hotaru     I'm sorry the thoughtless things     I said I hurt you so much! [10:34] Hotaru     It's not the first time     I've done something like that... [10:38] Hotaru     Not been able to understand     the way someone else felt, I mean. [10:41] Hotaru     She was a good friend of mine, SIGN    Roasted Green Tea [10:44] Hotaru     but I hurt her. [10:47] Hotaru     And before I had a chance      to say I was sorry, we'd drifted apart. [10:54] Hotaru     I was worried the same thing     would happen with you. [10:59] Hananoi     I see. It sounds like that really upset you. [11:05] Hotaru     I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to bring that up. [11:08] Hotaru     That's right! I still need to give      you a proper answer, don't I? [11:12] Hotaru     Uh... Um... [11:17] Hananoi     It's okay. [11:19] Hananoi     You can give me your answer     whenever you want. [11:30] Hananoi     But more importantly, [11:31] Hananoi     if you're willing to make up with me,     then would you care to go on our date now? [11:38] Hananoi     No matter what your answer is,     I want to make this a special day for you. [11:43] Hananoi     I've been planning it for ages. [11:51] Hananoi     Ah, I almost forgot. [11:54] Hananoi     I don't want to make the same mistake again. [11:57] Hananoi     Starting today, unless I have your     permission, I won't... touch you. [12:06] Hotaru     You sure can be a handful, Hananoi-kun. [12:11] Hananoi     I finally got you to smile. [12:25] Hotaru     I've learned so much this month. [12:28] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun is kind. He tries hard... [12:32] Hotaru     Maybe too hard. And sometimes he     does things I'd never expect. [12:37] Hotaru     He likes books.     He's good at helping me study. [12:42] Hotaru     He always slows down to walk at my pace. [12:46] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun is... [12:50] Hotaru     Everyone sure was surprised. [12:53] Hananoi     Yeah. [12:55] (Flashback) Hananoi     Would you mind if I chaperoned     Hotaru-chan until this evening? [13:00] (Flashback) Hananoi     You have my word that      you have no cause for concern. [13:03] (Flashback) Hananoi     And I promise to bring     her home safely tonight. [13:07] (Flashback) Hananoi     Today's a very important day for me. [13:10] (Flashback) Hananoi     I would like to spend the     rest of it with her. [13:13] Hotaru     They totally thought he was my boyfriend. [13:17] Hotaru     That isn't exactly wrong, though,     so it's fine... I guess. [13:23] Hananoi     Hmm? [13:24] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun, are you really     feeling better now? [13:28] Hananoi     Yeah. Totally. [13:30] Hananoi     After resting for two days,     I actually feel great. [13:38] Hananoi     There's only one December 24th,     so I wanted to be with you. [13:44] Hananoi     Remember? I said I'd     make it a special day for you. [13:48] Hotaru     That's really nice of you,     but where are we going this late? [13:57] Hotaru     Wow! [14:00] Hotaru     I didn't know the amusement park was     like this during winter! I had no idea! [14:05] Hotaru     It's so pretty! [14:07] Hananoi     We can look at the lights later. [14:10] Hananoi     Hotaru-chan, aren't you hungry? [14:13] Hotaru     Yeah. [14:17] Hananoi     The best part is over here. SIGN    Kebab     Sandwiches [14:21] Hotaru     Kebabs! SIGN    Russian Cuisine SIGN    Borscht     Piroshki [14:24] Hotaru     Borscht! [14:25] Hotaru     Nasi goreng! SIGN    Nasi Goreng [14:28] Hotaru     Oh wow! [14:32] Hananoi     They're doing a Christmas fair right now, [14:34] Hananoi     so they have stalls with food from all over. [14:39] Hananoi     Sorry this isn't a real restaurant, though. [14:42] Hotaru     That's totally okay! [14:43] Hotaru     It's my dream to conquer foods     from around the world, so I'm stoked! [14:47] Hananoi     I'm glad. [14:50] Hotaru     Thank you for the food! [14:50] Hananoi     Thank you for the food. [14:56] Hotaru     Yum! [14:58] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun, try this one too!     Have a bite! It's super good! [15:34] Hotaru     Ah... [15:36] Hotaru     Amusement parks are so much fun at night. [15:39] Hotaru     Oh. [15:44] Hananoi     Wanna skate? [15:45] Hotaru     No, I'm not athletic at all,     so that's not happening. [15:48] Hotaru     I wanted to be like my little sister once,     but I crashed as soon as I got in the rink. [15:53] Hananoi     Oh... [15:55] Hananoi     Hotaru-chan, is it okay if I touch you     just while we're inside the rink? [16:03] Hotaru     Huh? W-Wait... [16:05] Hotaru     What?! [16:08] Hotaru     No way, no way, no way,     no way, no way, no way! [16:11] Hananoi     It's okay. I've got you. [16:17] Hananoi     Slowly, slowly. One, two. One, two. [16:23] Hananoi     One, two. [16:23] Hotaru     One, two... [16:25] Hotaru     One, two... [16:30] Hotaru     With your help, I can walk, at least. [16:35] Hananoi     You did great. You're really     getting the hang of it. [16:42] Hotaru     Huh? The lights went out. [16:45] Hananoi     Must be mechanical trouble. [16:48] Hananoi     We should still have half an hour. [16:50] Hotaru     Huh? Is it already that late? [16:53] Hotaru     Where'd the time go? [16:56] Hotaru     Maybe we should head on home too. [16:59] Hotaru     Thank you so much for tonight.     This was all new to me, so I had a great time. [17:04] Hotaru     I've never had a Christmas like this before. [17:07] Hotaru     Next time we hang out,     I'll be the one to escort you, okay? [17:12] Hotaru     Oh no! [17:13] Hotaru     I still haven't answered him     and I'm already talking about next time! [17:19] Hananoi     That's what I mean. [17:22] Hotaru     Huh? [17:24] Hananoi     Hey, do you want to do one final lap? [17:27] Hotaru     S-Sure. [17:35] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun... [17:37] Hotaru     That's what what means? [17:41] Hananoi     It's why I like you. [17:46] Hananoi     When I do something for you,     you try to do something back. [17:50] Hananoi     Even when something looks hard,     you're willing to try it out. [17:57] Hananoi     Also... [18:00] Hotaru     Th-That's enough. [18:02] Hananoi     When you think you did something     wrong, you apologize for it. [18:06] Hananoi     You like food, and when you find something     delicious, you want to share it. [18:12] Hananoi     You don't get jealous of people     who have things you don't. [18:16] Hotaru     B-But that's all... totally normal, isn't it? [18:27] Hananoi     It's not. [18:30] Hananoi     It isn't normal at all. None of that is. [18:34] Hananoi     But because that's just how you are, [18:38] Hananoi     every day, [18:40] Hananoi     I've started to like you more and more. [18:46] Hananoi     Happy birthday, Hotaru-chan. [18:51] Hananoi     I hope today turned out      to be special for you. [18:57] Hotaru     H-How did you know it was my birthday? [19:02] Hananoi     I'm sorry. It was selfish of me to     drag you out, but it had to be today. [19:09] Hananoi     I wanted you to know [19:11] Hananoi     that today is the most     special day in the world. [19:17] Hotaru     Whoa! [19:25] Hotaru     H-Hananoi-kun! P-P-Put me down! [19:28] Hananoi     Hey, Hotaru-chan, it's dangerous to move— [19:47] Hananoi     I guess picking you up might     have been little cheesy. [19:50] Hananoi     But did I make you feel     like a princess tonight? [19:56] Hotaru     Oh, I get it. SIGN    I want to spend Christmas Eve with you [19:58] Hotaru     Hananoi-kun knew from the start [20:02] Hotaru     that a birthday for me means Christmas, [20:07] Hotaru     and winter vacation... [20:10] Hotaru     is my little sister's time to shine. [20:13] Hotaru     It's a day that's a little more     fun and special than normal... [20:19] Hotaru     for everyone. [20:23] Hananoi     That's not what I mean. [20:26] (Flashback) Hananoi     Today is the most special day in the world. [20:30] (Flashback) Hananoi     It's your day. [20:34] Hotaru     I didn't realize... [20:36] Hotaru     Whenever I'm with Hananoi-kun,     everything feels new. [20:44] Hotaru     I guess even a princess can get [20:47] Hotaru     a little embarrassed sometimes. [20:52] Hotaru     Thank you. [20:59] Hotaru     Feeling this special makes me so happy. [21:04] Hotaru     I hope it's Hananoi-kun. [21:08] Hotaru     If I ever fall in love, [21:11] Hotaru     I want it to be with Hananoi-kun. [22:52] Hananoi     Thank you for today. [22:55] Hotaru     U-Um, Hananoi-kun. [22:57] Hananoi     Huh? [22:58] Hotaru     Um, I just was thinking about it and... [23:02] Hotaru     I-Is it okay if we stay like     this for a little longer? [23:11] Hotaru     I know our trial is supposed to end today, [23:15] Hotaru     but I feel like I'm on the verge      of understanding something. [23:23] Hananoi     Sure. [23:24] Hananoi     If you think you need more time,     I'll wait as long as you want. [23:30] Hananoi     Like an unlimited overtime game, I guess?